This is all just a dream, isn&#39;t it?

Jan. 12th, 2006

09:13 pm - Numb

This whole not being up in Mt.Pleasant thing is really starting to hit me...hard. I feel numb from all that has been happening. As much as I like it here at home, I miss Mt.P like crazy. Things are just so dramatically different it is like I am living someone else's life. Being here is better than I had anticipated though, I don't know how, but it is better. I feel like a grown up. But I also feel like I am stuck...working a 9-5 job and will never finish school, I don't want to be one of those people.

Current Mood:

indifferent

Current Music: O.C in the background

Dec. 10th, 2005

06:51 pm - Another Day

Started packing yesterday; realized I had too much clothes so I gave some to Goodwill. Plan today was to pack and do homework all day. I packed a little...I ended up spending the whole day shopping. Didn't buy anything, we just went shopping because it was too early to start drinking.

Current Mood:

happy

Current Music: Dierks Bently - Come A Little Closer

Dec. 7th, 2005

12:14 am - is this karma?

if something in my life were to go good right now, i do not know what i could do. on top of everything else, when i was convinced that i had hit rock bottom, i get a flat tire. which i know is really not that horrid (in fact it is the best of the things gone to shit) but even so; i cannot deal with something else going wrong right now. i don't mean to through a pity party or anything like that but come one, you thought your life was bad; ask me about mine and you will feel better in no time!

Current Mood:

crappy

Current Music: James Blunt - Cry

Nov. 27th, 2005

04:48 pm - I've Been Tagged...

10 years ago I was: Ten years old and probably not a very happy camper.

5 years ago I was: In my sophmore year of high school oblivious of all the damage I was doing to my body.

1 year ago I was: Getting back to Mt.P from home.

Yesterday I: Spent the day with my sisters and cut and dyed my hair to get over a boy.

5 snacks I enjoy:
Potato chips
Ice cream
Candy
Salame sandwiches
Tequitos

5 songs I know all the words to:
Me So Horny (I know...weird)
Someday We'll Know
It Matters To Me
Juicy
Big Poppa

5 things I would do with 100 million dollars:
Buy a house
Buy a new car
Pay off school
Pay off my debt
Buy things for my family

5 favorite TV shows:
Grey's Anatomy
Desperate Housewives
Prison Break
Passions
Dr. Phil

5 bad habits:
Smoking
Being Bitchy
Holding a grudge
Beating myself up over stupid stuff
Assuming the worst

5 biggest joys:
My sisters
Being at home
My family
Being really super great at something
Finding something I lost

5 People to Tag:
Katie
Jessica
Emily
Rachel
Whoever else wants to do it!

Current Mood:

tired

Current Music: Full House in the background

Nov. 14th, 2005

09:48 pm - What A Week

I amazed at the end of everyday at how much I get accomplished. I have been busting my ass for the past few days so that I can get everything done so that I can go home this Thursday and stay for a week and a half. *I don't know why I do this to myself.* I have gotten myself in such a habit of going home so often that it seems like an addiction. This particular addiction has a few parts it. My family, Katie and Chris (yep, she counts twice), and Justin. One of these things (I am hoping not) might not be in the equation for long. *This have been kind of off.* Even so, I am very excited to go home and for Thanksgiving. I have recently decided that Thanksgiving is my new favorite holiday; you are with your family, there is no pressure to buy gifts, you don't have to dress up you have the option to, and you don't have to go to church. I cannot think of a better holiday, besides my birthday of course.

Current Mood:

high

Current Music: Ellen comedy in the background

Nov. 1st, 2005

04:52 pm - I suck

Just kidding, I am having major light buld changing issues...I got a little too excited a little too soon.

Current Mood:

sad

04:48 pm - The Man of the House

Yah! I just changed my light bulb!!!

Current Mood:

content

Oct. 31st, 2005

07:37 pm - Living Backwords

Things are going so good for me right now, I feel like something REALLY bad is going to happen any minute now.

I am growing more and more addicted to going home on the weekends. I am going home for Thanksgiving for a week and a half and I could not be more excited. I absolutely love living with my sister and I really feel like I could not ask for more.

Current Mood:

grateful

Current Music: Black Eyed Peas

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Oct. 19th, 2005

05:06 pm - I Got Tagged...

5 details about me:

~ I am a jeans and hoodie person

~ I love organizing

~ I drink mountain dew incessantly

~ I smoke

~ I sleep with a bunny

5 details about my appearance:

~ Straight Hair

~ Blue-gray eyes

~ Great smile

~ 4 tattoos

~ Tall

5 memorable things I did in the past year:

~ Homecoming 2005

~ Caught a good boyfriend

~ Got lucky with number 4

~ Got my own apartment

~ Filled my friend quota

5 favorite movies

~ How To Lose A Guy In Ten Days

~ Breakfast At Tiffany's

~ Goodfellas

~ Casino

~ The Notebook

5 things that make me happy

~ My friends

~ Being in SCS

~ Cold Stone

~ Organizing

~ CFX Movies

5 things that impress me

~ Good teeth

~ Making me laugh

~ Being spontaneous

~ People who are very flexible

~ Knowing movie qoutes

5 things that don't impress me

~ Farting

~ Loud cars

~ Spitting

~ Being cocky

~ Really smart people, like Harvard people

5 people tagged to do this:

~ Katie B.

~ Jessica H.

~ Stephanie

~ Jessica B.

~ Emily B.

Current Mood:

chipper

Oct. 12th, 2005

01:32 am - Because I Can

If you read this, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) by what people remember about you.

Current Mood:

tired

Current Music: Mac Broussard- The Beauty of Who You Are

Sep. 28th, 2005

01:24 pm - How Could This Be

It seems strange to me that this is my third year at school and I still miss home. I go home more than anyone I know (exept Katie because she goes home with me). And that comes to make me wonder why in the hell I chose to go to a school two and a half hours away from home. It's beyond me.

Current Mood:

blah

Current Music: Switchfoot

Sep. 14th, 2005

11:28 pm - Sick As Usual

Went to Readycare today.
I have strept throat.
My tonsils are infected.
I feel like shit.

On a good note, I think I may be going home this weekend. I really miss everybody back home. I need to see my sisters.

Current Mood:

sick

Current Music: Alanis Morissette

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Sep. 12th, 2005

02:44 pm - Random Happenings.....

Random Act # 1:
I walk into the bathroom at Little Chef and to my suprise see a guy standing at the sink. So now I am thinking 'holy shit I cannot believe I just walked into the wrong bathroom.' So the guy goes 'I'll be out in a minute.' So I look at the sign on the door and to my relief it says women. So here I am wondering why there is a guy in the women's room and I don't know whether to just go in the stall and pee or wait until he leaves. So I go in the stall and take a seat. Well by now, I am so weirded out that I cannot pee. And then he leaves. How weird!?

Random Act # 2:
Me, Katie, and Nate went to Saginaw for the day on Saturday to shop. Afer shopping we go to Olive Garden for dinner. While waiting for our food to arrive, this man named Wally comes to our table. He tells us to enjoy our food and enjoy the company. Well I think, how nice, move on. Well, he stands around for awhile and says 'oh I don't know if I told you this before but if you want more olives you can have more olives' and I am thinking, nope, never told me that before, this is the first time I ever met you. So he proceeds to tell us a couple of corny jokes, that of course start with, 'I don't think I've told you this one before.' He was the cutest old man ever and it was hilarious. I think they should have Wallys at restaurants all around the world.

Current Mood:

bouncy

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Sep. 7th, 2005

11:35 am

1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.

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Aug. 27th, 2005

12:19 pm - Hung Over

My head hurts.
I can't hear very well.
My stomach is on edge.
My memory of last night is slightly off.
It was a good night though.

Current Mood:

groggy

Current Music: Bif Naked

Aug. 25th, 2005

10:48 pm - Frank Jr. Jr.

My ear hurts. I was on the phone for like two hours. That's insanely too long for two people to talk. I got Frank Jr. Jr. today; named after the late Franklyn and Frank Jr. This place is really starting to feel like home, although I miss my real home very much.

Current Mood:

happy

Current Music: Somewhere Out There

Aug. 24th, 2005

02:02 pm - Could this year beat last?

Last night's back to school bash was absolutely amazing. It was at Concord where we usually partied on Friday's last year. It was nice to see some people from last year. It makes me feel at home to see all of these familiar strangers. This week I have felt like I am on vacation because I just sit around all day and hang out.

Current Mood:

awake

Current Music: Queen

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Aug. 21st, 2005

07:40 am - My Life

I miss my sisters. I only feel like 1/5 right now. I need Katie to tell me what to do and answer my seemingly endless questions; I need her here to listen to me and advise me and guide me to be a good person. I need Jess here because she is the best girlfriend ever and she understands me, we are always on the same page and I need her to goof around with and to laugh with. I need Em here because we are sistas and we are so in sync. I need to carry her and her to listen to me when I need to bitch about something because I know she will not judge. And always last but never least I need Rachel here because she lives to please and sometimes I just need to be taken care of. I need her here so that I can listen to her and remember how carefree life can be at the mere age of thirteen.

Current Mood:

energetic

Current Music: Oasis

Aug. 20th, 2005

07:28 am - Laziness is a disease

I feel so lazy. After I got done working out and showering for the day I have done absolutely nothing but watch TV all damn day. For the past 5 hours that is exactly what I have been doing. I need to get out of here. I think Target is calling my name.

Current Mood:

bored

Current Music: Michael Buble